July 2007 Archives

if i were about 1/3 of the dress size that i am now, and if i had a spare $352.00 lying around, i would totally buy this lovely dress.  i don't know what about it, but it just grabs me.  i think it makes me a bit weird, but i don't find a lot of clothes that i identify with.  well, i do, but they all seems completely age inappropriate (since i am like 14 in my brain).  so i get giddy when i see fabulous clothes.  even if they won't fit me/wouldn't look good me/are out of my price range by like $300 :P 

but alas, the world is not so perfect as i would choose.

in other news.... oh, there isn't much other news.  but i'm going to try to remember to update with my banal drivel in the future.

oh 1999 internets, i miss you.  :\

The deep pain that is felt at the death of every soul arises from the feeling that there is in every individual something which is inexpressible, peculiar to him alone, and is, therefore, absolutely and irretrievably lost. - Arthur Schopenhauer

Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

[Chorus]

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as
I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water, the way you told me to look past
everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me
was love

We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore?
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

[Chorus x 2]

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness
Please just save me from this darkness

And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness
Please just save me from this darkness